Welcome to Rapture

I'm getting hooked on Bioshock. I loved the very beginning, though it creeped me out when that Splicer tried to kill you right off the bat (I still haven't killed that freak...i think, idk I hate spider Splicers). The whole idea of Rapture is just awesome though, not the whole everything going to hell part, no, but I don't know how to describe it. If I had a choice I probably would have gone to live in Rapture during the very beginning and then turned up just as screwed up as the rest of them. I've decided to save the Little Sisters instead of Harvesting them, because I don't want to feel like an asshole (I felt terrible when i didn't hug Leonardo in ACII), and then the lady who made them would be mad at me and she's cool, besides I wouldn't be receiving teddy bears with my special drugs (ADAM) and stuff in them if I harvested them, though i would be getting my drugs a different way (hint hint). Dude, if i lived in Rapture I would be a freakin addict, I don't deny it, I mean, change my genetic code with an injection? Sign me the f@#k up! And in a few days or weeks I'd end up like Steinman or something, though i don't think I'd be seeing goddesses who were telling me about the importance of symmetry... I missed Steinman's big speech before i fought him because i triggered a stupid security light and I had to hack some stuff so I wouldn't constantly be shot at. I was really looking foreword to it too! Man...and yes I already know about Atlas being a jerk and betraying me, but he's still cool with his Irish accent, he could have fooled anyone. I don't know why Ryan won't just come and tell me sooner, but I guess he's too busy trying to kill me. "Would you kindly get moving already?" pffft, okay Atlas, I can't believe you're controlling me with that terrible phrase! "Would you kindly?"
BTW i was told this game was freaky and scary and stuff, but i don't really find it scary at all. Hmm, maybe Dead Space is desensitizing me?
P.S. Sorry Mr. Bubbles, but I needed you little sister to satisfy my drug habits, so i had to kill you so i could get them off of her, and she still held out on me, but that's okay because her mom will give me teddy bears filled with the stuff in her awesome German accent. Oh and you need more money so I can steal it off your dead diving suit body...how am I not different than the rest of the citizens in Rapture? Seriously, I'm a freak...but i love it :)