I need a hug

This week has just been...arrrgh! so frustrating! The only good thing that happened was me finally getting my schedule figured out for this year.
*huge sigh* (prepare for the rant)

The first thing that has made me hate this week: CONSTRUCTION. All of the roads that i use most have now turned into one laners, and that means it takes about ten minutes to actually get out of the construction zone only to wind up in another. It was particularly frustrating when I had to go back and forth between my house and Clarion yesterday. It didn't help when a huge truck was having trouble going up the hill by my house and they actually had to stop all traffic going by. We were so close to the house I could have walked there and mom was freaking out because we couldn't see the truck over the hill and we had no idea what was going on. People were PISSED and pissed people make annoying drivers.

Second thing: the WEATHER. It was complete and total crap Monday and Tuesday and I had to work in it because I was taking Wednesday off for an appointment. If I'm sick the first week of school I know why. Grandma was annoying me the whole time too. I took arguing with myself to a whole new level on whether or not I should go inside. I said screw it and got sprayed with on and off rain. I am an idiot.

Third thing: I'm a FAILURE. Yesterday was terrible. I found out I'm a B**ch/A**hole/scumbag and I actually cried a little. I don't want to talk about it. It just sucked so much.

Fourth thing: INJURIES. Simon's coming home. Usually that would be a good thing, but it's not. Turns out he got hurt and his shoulder's really bad or something. I think he got a year rehabilitation. It's bad because there's absolutely nothing for him to do here, and he's never really worked for anything before, so I doubt he'll want to go back to the Navy. We'll have to take out loans for a college because I know mom and dad won't let him live here forever. I don't hate my brother, really. He just doesn't care enough to actually try at things. He's probably just going to sit around being useless when he gets back. (I am in a really bad mood, can you tell?)

Fifth thing: DOCTORS. My doctors didn't sign my physical papers and now I have to go all the way to Butler to get a lady who didn't even fill my physical out right to sign the stupid paper so i can get one step closer to actually driving a car. I don't know whose fault it is, the trainee that did it or the actual doctor that did everything twice. Either way I don't like either of them.

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Sorry that was a keyboard smash to try and relieve some stress. It didn't help much.

I hope you're having a much better week than I am.